Long time since I last visited this place.

Felt like I lost something since September 13, 2010, wonder if I can find it here..

200ml of water
2 stock cubes of curry
Half an Onion
1 Whole Potato
1 Carrot
1 Pkt of Enoki Mushroom
1 Packet of Tama Ramen
150g of Cheapass Chicken
1 Bowl of Rice

That was living on a budget and loving it. 

Everything is Singapore is about money, even if you take a damn piss, you need 10 cents.

願いが叶った！！

When you have been pushed to do your best in a competitive environment, nothing ever meets your expectations and you just keep asking for the best.

But sometimes we forget that we are only human, it’s impossible to achieve perfection - what we perceive as perfection, in the eyes of others it may just be a flop.

As the old saying goes - Act blur live long!

先生が助けてくれ、僕も諦めない！強くなって頑張ろう！

最後の挑戦へ！

Despite climbing up a mountain. Despite fighting against the odds. Despite all those sleepless nights spent doing assignments and reports. Despite working non-stop for 10 weeks just for MP. Despite giving up everything for a portfolio. Despite having so much hope.

In the end it doesn’t matter at all, yet another rejection. Suddenly that dream seems so far away, even though I’m running, I remain at the same spot reaching for something so distant.

3 years wasted. All the work culminated. All the sweat gathered. All the hard work put in. It all crumbled down to nothing.

Friends tell me to appeal, but realistically speaking - What kind of chance do I stand if I don’t even warrant a spot in the first round.

そう、変わってしまったん。。

今まで忘れられてもいい、君となら、言葉もう見つけられない。

こんな事なんて、僕の所為かな。実は諦めなくて逃げなくて、しょうがなかった自分のために頑張ろう、もうすぐ僕の願いが叶える。他の事を思わないで気にしないで、ゆっくりで！悲しそうのに、元気を出して未来へ！

あと７年！！！！

Starting from Monday, I will look through every single picture I’ve taken in Japan, reminisce, remember and savour every single memory then finally putting it in a safe corner until the next time.